Not sure if I mentioned it but when Jim blamed me for the baby falling down the stairs (cause I blamed him for the computer being there) I flew into a rage and was beaten on him. I told him I wanted to beat him in his ugly face so bad. I lost it, admittedly. All day, he is telling me how I am going get my ass whupped later. Now I said really?
Then Jim said something last night about how I wasn't out of the woods yet. I don't know what he meant. I assumed it was some hidden sexual innuendo. Whatever. I went to bed, he never did. Maybe he meant that my situation is in danger cause - #1 I hit him, and number two - the uncle k song. So this morning, I get up, and am alone.

Jim is sleeping in the chair and tries to convince me that he came to bed. NO. I am not stupid. He mood is horrible and when I mention that he never showed me who is boss, he said I should have thought about that before I had people over. That the house was a mess and I should have been ashamed to have anyone in it. It really wasn't that bad but........ I said well, what about you - you didn't help me clean.

Someone please tell me how to keep up........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Between Emily destroying her closet yesterday, having to clean up poor gold's tank, and fighting with Emily all day to clean her room, I just didn't have the energy God gave a goose. But I did clean and it seems I get no credit for that.