After an unbelievable wild goose chase around town trying to find a dr. who wasn't even in town, I wound up at an office where they had no appt for me but I insisted they had. Dr. g saw me and felt that my chest pain was muscular. I suppose it it possible to have muscular pain in the heart when working out and the weight of the ginormous ones is weighing ir down, putting pressure on the cardium; i suppose that could cause the heart muscles to protest. This could be rectified by a breast reduction. I hope it is offered to me. i don't mind paying twenty percent of the surgery. Maybe that was the reason i ended up at g's in such a roundabout way. I still have to reschedule with te other one cause his office is the only one around who will give me the shots. What a pain in the neck. Need to go to my old high school and get my records. So i can see what i need titers in.

Was very disgusted with B abandoning me for Bright eyes.

There is a demon on buffy the vampire slayer that looks like sbj. Who by the way is in florida visiting the ex michelle- finally taking my advice to see if there is anything left between them. It is about time. tired of listening to him whine about how he doesn't know what he wants and he doesn't want to take steps to figure it out. LOL, finally a step forward. I wonder if michelle #2 will be history - or maybe she is now. He is the opposite of my self only in sexuality and belief in faith(he has none) - But on some fronts the same. He settles, he is complacent, but he settles for too little. He says M2 didn't challenge him but he stayed with her for over two years.

Have to get ready to go run errands. Need to go to the bank and set up accts, among other things.