Ok, I know i am seriously remiss in my blogging. I have been sooo busy - and as is the way with me - my journaling is always the first to go. I have been studying my rear off for school and I think I am pulling A's in both classes so far. Although, my last test, on the lymphatic system got by with a b+ - 87 to be exact. Not as high as i like it. With the first grade a 94, i think I am averaging an A-. Whatever. Getting an A in Bio so far, but cell photosynthesis and respiration is rather confusing. Not to worry, I will manage. Life seems to be changing almost daily. My husband's work is being very difficult, and he seems less and less interested in work.

I have come to the decision that sex is the root of all chaos and misery. LOL, who would have thunk it. I am totally against fraternizing with chatters in boston 1 - double standard holding hypocrites. I am really quite content with life at the moment.

I go to Dad's apartment a few times a week and work out on his elliptical. Not really trying hard to lose weight. Can't say I am trying at all. The workout is mostly stress release. but my but is smaller and my legs are smaller. I guess its ok, My good jeans are bagging in the ass now, but I am fitting into smaller ones again so i guess it is all good.

I found my wedding dress in the basement so i guess i am not such a horrible person after all. How quickly I was to persecute myself. Good thing I am not bipolar or I might have committed suicide over a missing dress. lol I am so relieved. Now I don't have to imagine my dress in a landfill. I wish my rings would turn up in much the same way. But thanks to teena - I will never see them again. I ought to pm her, just to tell her i found my dress, theiving bitch that she is. Oh well. Let it be - let it be - let it be - let it be - whisper words of wisdom - let it be - yeah !

My emily is difficult as usual. She is probably always going to be my nightmare child. She loves to test my limits, talk back, contradict. She is so much like me. Cassidy takes after her in may ways, hope she doesn't follow her completely. She has Emily's love of dressing up. SHe puts odd things on her head - or extra clothes on her body.
LOL, she is funny.

I love her, love them.

The basement flooded today. The backyard is a mini lake. Quite a soggy mess. It is good to be dry. lol
The pump wasn't working this morning. Jim and I took it apart, it was vapor locked, worked when we put it back together. Cool.

Brandi is not going to jail after all. Friday was her day for court, and she passed, barely. Ok, well, i have nothing more to write,
content with it as it is. lol - life that is.

Nothing is as it seems,
everything aware in dreams,
the script doth written in the stars
keeps us standing where we are.
When clouds come rolling over,
fog doth cover fields of clover.
life is never as it seems
let it be, let it be