Ding Dong the witch is dead
Ok, it has been a while. Oh well. So it goes.
School is busy busy busy, but I am kicking ass. It is really great. I need to work on my packet for the nursing program tomorrow. I need to get a money order for my teas test and send it out pronto.
My brother is getting married dec 31. That happens to be my anniversary with Jim. Kenny knows it is the only one I celebrate, the day we got married is my mother's birthday so we don't celebrate it as our anniversary. My brother still hasn't spoken to me since May. Even though I have tried to contact him. He sent me an invite to his wedding but not to the Jack and Jill. I am not going to the wedding. I already explained it to his fiance, danielle. SHe made it seem like I was the one trying to "carry this on". They were the ones carrying it on. But I now realize I want nothing to do with either one of them. People who are so quick to backstab me are not welcome in my life. At least I figured it out.
My brother Timmy has checked himself into a deep therapy program. It is almost never voluntary but he volunteered. Good for him. He has a lot to work through. I am always fighting his battles but he doesn't know it. He isn't around enough to know it. All he ever wanted was his equal share of love and affection. Even now, I can remember less than a year ago, mother saying - " as long as i have my two kids, i am happy." You have three mother.
When looking at a book of photographs of the grandchildren - who's that? Baby timmy. Who ? gee, you only have four grandchildren and one of them is a junior- so it shouldn't be too hard to remember your son timmy has a son timmy.
She doesn't like it cause I am not one to keep my mouth shut. SHe doesn't spare my feelings so why should I spare hers?
Besides if I didn't always feel that I needed to protect someone from her than she would have no problem with me.
Bottom line, backstabber. That really hurts. parents are not supposed to treat you like your the enemy. I guess the truth hurts. Especially when she is trying to rewrite herstory. LOL- oh well, mother. Good luck to you you hateful bitch.